going to miss all my yog friends .... it was fun and enjoyable to be part of yog... feel peaceful ... feel like without school maybe i can do much better than the rest of my classmates in my work and i can find job easily and get into this job easy without them around. and i really don't know why marina bay sands didn't give me chance and give it to felicia who already work there as a part timer banquet ... i feel so angry and sad. and what she apply to any job for sure the ppl will call her for interview and didn't call me. not fair! thinking back , i really feel not quite happy in school since the matter happen, as i thinking back of what mr rajeev ask me if i want to go can go the door is open , and i should say i go cos i really feel very"scress" when i face all of my classmates . when mr tan ask me who give me scress i should say is april and hui lan not shahidah. how i wish i now still in avi study happy and finsh my study happy and work aslo happy without thinking anything about school work and matter. hate april ! her ways of doing and attiude make me not happy. sometimes , i thought i have depression not sure ...