It have been a long time since I've updated my blog.

2019 to me is a good and bad year for me . My mom have been found out that he lung got grow something need do chemo . Since after that my father been nag nag about money matter. I hate it. And some more my 2nd Aunt on July is come to Singapore for holidays but she have not buy return tickets yet . I hope she will only stay for few days. And go BK faster. Don't like her so much. My goal is faster go abroad work before July . I hope father would agree to let me go.  aslo for good is that my Small Aunt call me that one of our relatives company is hiring staff . So ask me to try. So just nice my cousin is in Singapore for a short holidays. She happen to come over out house for a while and she help me to edit my resume and sent to Small Aunt so that she could sent it to that relatives. My mom know that I want to try and apply, all she said is that I can't do it .

long time never use blog already...

this year 2016 i decided to took up a course in ite part time business service at the being my manager doesn't allow me to go for this course as it is not related to what i am working right now F&B line. KFC. but in the end they allow. but right now cos this course need to do project , so at the starting, i am one person doing the project as require max 2 to 4 or 5 person in a group, but after finding a group that is doing IKEA , having problem , we have only three person doing this project on IKEA , i am trying my very best to do my part, and due to my working hours i have no time to spare doing the project but on my off days which is fall on Sunday. . so one of the lady name kimo ATM ( internet name) sms me that why i never reply to her message and she say that she doing alone with one of the lady i never participate with the them on this project plus blame me why Sunday i free never do.. they both do not understand my working hours in KFC some more all doing office job! it is huge different from what i am doing right now in KFC.    doing the presentation i am nervous my mind is blank , they laugh at me and say i really don't know what to say.last minute ask me to do one slide only ... i doing so many research on competitor and teleology part and now change to them say. all credit goes to them. for me none zero. they wanted to put my name off the project and let me get zero mark in the first place. once it finish the project presentation i deleted their name contact on my mobile phone. i hate them! doesn't understand others people family situation. if they have a brother who is studying in special school and needed to bring him along on Sunday and normal school day need to bring him wait for school bus also .
     

Even i not happy no one talk with even have aslo cannot trust.  Sure will talk others what I say .
For me trust is important when you know something and promise  not to say you must do it . Not when ppl ask what happy and you never think  just say that is not trust or promise. I dislike this type of ppl even in kfc aslo . All does not know me well only my long John silver  know me well . Kfc say I didn't  try but I did . Is they didn't  try their best. 

In front of other ppl say me lazy la  talk back la ya she v gd ar no la she  v lazy n no gd lol . See her I v angry. .  Go bk sibu aslo want follow  no leave already  still want follow  say what at home one person v boring.  Lie lie.

In front of other ppl say me lazy la  talk back la ya she v gd ar no la she  v lazy n no gd lol . See her I v angry. .  Go bk sibu aslo want follow  no leave already  still want follow  say what at home one person v boring.  Lie lie.

In front of other ppl say me lazy la  talk back la ya she v gd ar no la she  v lazy n no gd lol . See her I v angry. .  Go bk sibu aslo want follow  no leave already  still want follow  say what at home one person v boring.  Lie lie.

My mother are always like to act only . Everything  she wants ppl take aslo join in aslo. So late still ask thing from other ppl from 2nd aunt . Super intrating her.  In front of other ppl say me lazy la  talk back la ya she v gd ar no la she  v lazy n no gd lol . See her I v angry. .  Go bk sibu aslo want follow  no leave already  still want follow  say what at home one person v boring.  Lie lie.